Swing that Gospel Axe!

Im sick. Fuck. I think I got mono. Dont mess with bitches that you dont know..they could give you some nasty shit. Bleh. I havent updated in like, 6 months, but fuck yall niggas.

5 YEARS AGO

How old were you?: 16
What school year were you in?: 11th

Where did you go to school?: gardendale, home of the rockets.

Where did you work? fucking movie madness

Where did u live?: 1217 colonial avenue

Where did you hang out?: Jon's, Mallory's or Zach's.. always


How was your hairstyle?: long..hmm.
Did you wear braces? no.
Did you wear glasses?: no

Who was your best friend(s)? Jon Jones.
Who was your boy/girlfriend? haha..I was "talking" to Whitney Williams..

Who was your celebrity crush? Jennifer Aniston..always..forever.
Who was your regular-person crush? Rebecca Saxon..HA!
How many piercings did you have?: 2..lip and eyebrow..


How many tattoos did you have?: 0

What was your favorite band? Poison the Well and Deftones..

What was your biggest fear?: death..at the time

Had you smoked a cigarette yet? mhmm
Had you gotten drunk or high yet? nope

Had you driven yet?: Yep..
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How old are you?: 21

What school year are you in? technically Im a Junior in college..even though I dropped out..
Where do you go to school?: ...

Where do u live?: Downtown..

Where do you hang out? Justins, Rambos, Bens..home..

How is your hair style?: Uh..shorter and blacker..

Do you wear glasses?: no
Who is your best friend(s)? Jake, Kraig, Mal, Julie, My iPod

Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? All alone..

Who is your celebrity crush? Jennifer Fucking Aniston..4eva

Who is your regular-person crush? /never/
How many tattoos do you have?: 7

How many piercings do you have?: 3

What is your favorite band?: um..favorite is way, way to narrow minded.. We'll say from Iron&Wine to Iron Maiden
What is your biggest fear? Losing my mom..or a select few of my friends..

Have you driven yet?: ....

Have you smoked a cigarette yet? yea

Have you gotten drunk or high yet?: ery day main

Im at Jakes.. last time I wrote in this thing, I didnt even know Jake..so, therefor.. Ive got alot to talk about. Friends...my friends are completely amazing. I have a best friend now, thats awesome, I have a crush..even cooler.. since my last entry..lets see.. whats gone down..umm.. wrecked my civic..got a half sleeve, moved out..again..fixed the nissan..met Lindsay and Emma and Jake.. got a new job, umm.. took a shower.. I dont know, things have been so busy, and so amazing. Im riding high these days.. life is amazing, and I never thought I could feel this way about myself, or my life in general, I hope this lasts forever.

Im not smoking anymore..smoking is gross, and I feel so disgusting everytime I do it, so, Im not doing it anymore. I have also decided to cut out drinking heavily, this has come at a terrible time, seeing that I have just turned 21, but, its what is best for me. That date I had..the first one in a very long time, stood me up, on my birthday. Thank you..that might have been one of the shittiest feelings ever, I need to talk to somebody about all of my bullshit, but theres not really anybody to talk to. Friday and Saturday night were straight up retarded, Friday was a party at Ben Gilleys, and then there was another party..but I cant remember where it was(reason1fornotdrinking), Saturday went to RoJo with Justin, Julie, Charlie and some strange guy..ate soup..then went to the Norma Jean show..okay I guess..pretty dissapointing, then to a Def Rock party..which was cool if you enjoy watching rediculously skanky girls make fools of themselves..(notforme). Plus I didnt drink at all..so it was that much worse, then after the party went back to Julies with Ryan and chilled until he passed out, then me and Taylor layed in the bed for like 3 hours before giving up hope of sleeping and going to eat breakfast. I like her..shes a doll. Tomorrow night; going to watch Justin and Beaves band at TC's and then hopefully some gnarly trick or treating action..Peace kids.

Tomorrow enters a new chapter of happiness in my life. I have decided that, while listening to my newest Johnny Cash cd today. I fucking love Johnny Cash, and everything about the music he made. I have been talking to Brett Reid about a band lately, and he has come up with the name "with these last words"..so theres a band name..Im making Chad shred with us..because lets face it, the kids a badass. Today I spent all day coming down from one of the most rediculous nights ever. Julie is my new favorite..she earned that title last night, and since I decided she was my favorite, I decided to help her with her truck alllllll daaaayyy.. but it was in good company, so it was cool. I have a date tomorrow for my birthday, which is something I didnt see happening this year, and was very worried about for some reason, so Im excited about that. Monday night was also very crazy as I talked to Whitney freakin Williams for the first time since like..May. It was really hard, but I had PBR to help me through it. I also talked to her new guyfriend, who I definately approve of. Not a douche, believe it or not..thats not a cut on him..but outside of me..yes..me, Whitney has terrible taste in guys..normally..but good call on this one Whitney. I talked to Ben Gilley for the first time since I was like 15 too..and turns out..Im moving in next door..so take that shit Gilley..Im sooo going to out party your ass..theres your challenge my friend..there it is. Oh and just so e'rybody knows..I fucking love life right now. I love my new friends..theyre so badass..mad props to Mary for the introduction. Anyways..Im trying to bake a damn peppermint cake..so peace out nigs.

Life has been great lately. New friends (which is something I've needed for a very long time). New school in January. New job. (starts next Monday) And hopefully a new job will bring a new house. Okay, so..Im really happy about the new people Im meeting, and the new view of life I have gotten as of late. I have drive to accomplish something with my life that doesnt revolve around a girl for the first time in my life, so therefor I dont really care about providing for anybody but myself. I would love to love somebody again, because I miss how it feels to be in love, and be loved, but I also like how it feels to know what Im going to school for, and where my life is actually headed for once, granted, I never would have thought this is where I was going. (subjectchange) I saw a particular ex-girlfriend Friday night, or for that matter.. THE ex. I was told that I just missed her at the party I had been at, and at Al's.. small world, but then I saw here on University, so yea..that was cool. THEN Saturday night I saw the other..not so cool, less intersting ex-girlfriend..scene's were made..shes a freak..the end. But yea, so I'm also trying to sell my beloved Civic..Im only asking 10,500, for a 2k Civic Si with 70k thats not bad..plus Ive got like 2 grand in fixing it..so if you know anybody looking..Im your guy. Anyway, enough of trying to sell things, and random thoughts. Im tired, so tonights update is over. Goodnight all.

Im happy to announce that Beau is back..hooray.